New Year

It's been a while since I've posted anything. I wish I could say it was because nothing was really going on, but that is far from the truth. God is trying to show me something and I am still not sure what it is. I thought I had it wired then, nope, that's not it. He has given me several promises over the last few months. One didn't really pan out, but through prayer and study he told me He would let me know why. Still waiting, but I trust Him fully.

I often wish God had an e-mail address, facebook, or twitter. Just a *beep and I would know what is going on. But it turns out He is preparing me for something, molding me, shaping me in the fire. He will not just let me know when He's ready. He will let me know when I'm ready. James says in Chapter five that we should approach suffering like the prophets in the old testament did. I guess I should be thankful that my trials pale in comparison.

So God, Please help me make this year yours. Show me what, how, and where to do what you have called me to do. Help me to trust You.